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When I came back to Dublin I was courtmartialed in my absence and sentenced to death in my absence, so I said they could shoot me in my absence.
- Brendan Behan
regret

in my heart of hearts
that pain endures
that dull ache
an ache

called regret

deep within my heart
i search for the cure
for this feeling that i cannot shake
a mistake

that i regret

if i could play with time

if only time was my toy
i would do unto time
a bend, twist, and bind


to stay forever a boy
that innocence of mine
and stay forever blind

You don’t get anything clean without getting something else dirty.
- Cecil Baxter

Susan Boyle. 1 word. Rocks.

i'm exhausted

i repeat. i’m EXHAUSTED.

Straight (people) need… an education of the heart and soul. They must understand - how it can feel to spend years denying your own deepest truths, to sit silently through classes, meals, and church services while people you love toss off remarks that brutalize your soul.” - Bruce Bawer
that fear of loss

there’s a time and place
for everything to go away
the warmth that touched my face
becomes a memory another day

life is not a simple race
a blink, a bang, and it goes away
fading away like a ghostly taste
treasure your life, that you may

setting things right is not a choice
for there’s lots of time for you to delay
a moment lost without a trace
the memory’s lost, your mind betray